Author: Lolly-Ann BlakePublisher:
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Languages : en
Pages : 235
Book Description
Dear Sir, I am a submissive slut. Throughout my entire life I've had to be sensible and work hard for what I want. So, , so when I realised that I liked being told what to do in bed by a dominant man, it was a surprising revelation. Giving up control was simple once I found the right person I could trust. But finding you was far from straightforward.I haven't always been sexually submissive. Like most people, I got excited by the whole 50 shades thing and became curious about trying some other delicious flavours to liven up an otherwise dull, vanilla sex life. However, when you have a partner who is not very open minded and refuses to discuss it, you must look around for someone who will. My knowledge of BDSM was very limited, and the 50 Shades books did very little to enlighten me. I'd always thought that submission was about being passive, and a dom would be like the loud, shouting boss I once had - a small angry little man who would bark orders at me and then stand over me until I'd completed whatever work he had wanted me to do. I wonder how many unsuspecting women have allowed themselves to get into controlling and coercive relationships in the name of so-called 'domination'? It's such a dangerous misconception and not what true domination is about. A true dom would never use fear or intimidation to control a sub. They wouldn't need to.There were two other self-proclaimed "doms" before you, Sir, but they were not real doms. Let me tell you about them. First was D. I found him online and it started well enough, being good fun in the beginning. I enjoyed being a slut; I would order whatever toys he told me to buy and do what I was told - even if it meant finding the nearest public toilets where I could go and film myself masturbating for him. He'd never had a submissive before and couldn't believe his luck to have stumbled across an obedient, compliant woman who would meet him for casual sex with no strings attached. But the boundaries got blurred. He said he loved me, and I think he really meant it. But it wasn't me he loved; it was the fantasy. This is a book about self-healing through BDSM and liberating yourself through bondage.
