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Author: Smooth Kurdit
Publisher: SMOOTH KURDIT
ISBN:
Category : History
Languages : en
Pages : 541
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My endless tears tell three convergence intertwining stories, both of which centre on Smooth Kurdit, a young man of Abyei village of southern Kurdufan in South Sudan. first of these stories trace Smooth’s fall from graces with a conflicting nation in which he lives, and its catastrophic purity of death and economic weakness provides us with unforgettable tragedy about the immemorial conflicts between the two largest tribes Nuer and Dinka. the second story, which is as modern as the longest civil war between Sudan and South Sudan and which elevates the book to the tragic plane, concerns the clashes of tribes and destructions of Smooth’s homeland through the open fire and massive killing of innocent folks. The third story is about the victorious independence which the people of South Sudan yearn for two decades. MY ENDLESS TEARS is the most illuminating and permanent moment we have to the rehabilitation of the new South Sudan, as seen internally.
Author: Smooth Kurdit
Publisher: SMOOTH KURDIT
ISBN:
Category : History
Languages : en
Pages : 541
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My endless tears tell three convergence intertwining stories, both of which centre on Smooth Kurdit, a young man of Abyei village of southern Kurdufan in South Sudan. first of these stories trace Smooth’s fall from graces with a conflicting nation in which he lives, and its catastrophic purity of death and economic weakness provides us with unforgettable tragedy about the immemorial conflicts between the two largest tribes Nuer and Dinka. the second story, which is as modern as the longest civil war between Sudan and South Sudan and which elevates the book to the tragic plane, concerns the clashes of tribes and destructions of Smooth’s homeland through the open fire and massive killing of innocent folks. The third story is about the victorious independence which the people of South Sudan yearn for two decades. MY ENDLESS TEARS is the most illuminating and permanent moment we have to the rehabilitation of the new South Sudan, as seen internally.
Author: Rose Portillo
Publisher: Author House
ISBN: 1468566423
Category : Poetry
Languages : en
Pages : 290
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This book was written out of the feelings and some of the most sadness out of the depths of my heart and soul. It contains feelings from different times and many events of my life. So Pretty, So Many Tears has poems from many different emotions I have felt throughout my life. Some of the poems that are written in this book were written when I was 16 years old, although I have been writing since I was much younger, when I had already been physically and emotionally abused! Then I lost "The Love Of My Life." I fell in love with Tony when I was 12 years old. We got together when I was 16 and then we separated for a few years because of my family. We got back together when I turned 24 and he was 25 years old. A couple of days before he turned 27 years old, he passed away; yes, I lost my love, I lost my life, hence I lost my mind. When I finally gave my whole self to him and finally stopped worrying about what my family felt about him. Ever since then I have been truly going through years of so much denial of his death, self conviction and guilt over what happened and how it happened. I sank into the "Abyss of my empty soul," and I didn't want to be found because I knew deep inside if I found myself deep within my secretly wounded heart, I would realize and find out that I lost the only love I had ever had. He was my only friend and I knew that I would lose my mind if I ever lost him. There was no way that I wanted to live in this ugly world without him by my side, and I had told him that I would never be afraid of anything not even the end of the world, so long as he was there by my side even when the end of the world was occurring. I have been abused most of my life, first by my mother, then by my older brother, then later on when I got married to someone else other than my true love; I went through some inner hell tortures as well as physical tortures, with my husband always on drugs, such as heroine, crystal meth, and crack cocaine; when I didn't even know what all that stuff was or what it did to someone. Anyhow, the book contains all of my dreadful, melancholic, horrific details of just how much I had lost my mind. For I truly did lose my mind when Tony left my world. The only thing I had to stay alive for was my children that I already had and when "The One I Loved" left my world, I went insane but I didn't even know it, and neither did anyone else for that matter. I really didn't know how to handle living life without Tony. I needed to learn how to live again not only for myself but for my children, and the book does indeed hold the deepest fears, tears, and loves in my life. The book contains so many feelings tears and love and as one person put it, "So Pretty So Many Tears" when the tears wouldn't stop and how I couldn't stop thinking of and wanting to die! Like I said, I actually really lost my mind. There are many different poems in this book; some are regarding abuse, death, love, reincarnation and even living with physical pain as I do now and have been ever since the year of 2001; it seems as if once the denial stopped and the admission of Tony being dead occurred, the pain and suffering I had secretly been feeling in my heart and my soul, suddenly spurted out of me and showed and was now felt physically. For the secret I was holding within me was the secret I withheld even from my own self and that was that Tony was dead. I was full of secrets all of my life, first I held the secret from my family the love I had for Tony; he was my secret love. Then, I held the biggest secret from myself; the death of Tony's body but not the death of my love for him. There are also some poems from my granddaughter Vanessa Espitia and from two of my daughters, Desiree Grace and Princess Anna, both of whom I encourage to write all their thoughts and feelings from their heart, if that is what they want to do. Most of my 12 children are blessed with the talents of writing and art; along with some of my grandchildren. So Pretty
Author: Shaka Saye Bambata Dolo
Publisher: AuthorHouse
ISBN: 1467024465
Category : Religion
Languages : en
Pages : 823
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This book is about Christianity, Islam, Judaism, and how the Arabs and Europeans took these Afrikan Religious Belief Systems from ancient Egypt, North Afrika and used them during The Trans-Sahara Afrikan Slave Trade by the Arabs in the name of Allah, and followed by The Transatlantic Afrikan Slave Trade by the Europeans in the name of Jesus, to enslave the bodies, minds, and souls of the Afrikan Race. This book is about the Jesus Deception that has been passed on down through history by European historians, that is still being taught around the world today. This book takes a provocative intellectual, scholastic, historical, cultural, and sociological look at the Bible. This book identifies the names of the translators of the King James Bible of 1611 A. D., and when the chapters and verses in the Bible were created and who created them. The purpose of this book is to expose the historical, cultural, sociological, religious and theological lies of the Europeans and the Arabs. This book reveals the truth of the origination of The Bible, as There Is No Religion Higher Than The Truth. Join me in an intellectual odyssey through time. Here, I feel like a Lone Warrior standing before a mighty army. Come with me on this perilous pilgrimage as we travel through a parallel universe. I dedicate this book to my mother and father who gave me life. To the rest of my Native Afrikan family for supporting me and encouraging me on this publishing venture. To the Heavenly Father, without whom none of this would be possible. There are others I would also like to thank for being a part of helping me through this journey called Life, such as my professors at the Alabama State University where many a great scholars paths I have crossed. To my American family and friends in Mobile, Alabama who nurtured and taught me from childhood to adulthood. The many friends and colleagues I met in my travels all across America in my intellectual journey, and last but certainly not least, to my publisher for granting me the opportunity to speak to many all around the world in this forum. I am eternally indebted to you all-Thank you.
Author: Samuel Austin Allibone
Publisher:
ISBN:
Category : Quotations, English
Languages : en
Pages : 790
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Author: S. Austin Allibone
Publisher: BoD – Books on Demand
ISBN: 3382826496
Category : Fiction
Languages : en
Pages : 786
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Reprint of the original, first published in 1875. The publishing house Anatiposi publishes historical books as reprints. Due to their age, these books may have missing pages or inferior quality. Our aim is to preserve these books and make them available to the public so that they do not get lost.
Author: C. M. Naim
Publisher: Orient Blackswan
ISBN: 9788178240756
Category : Urdu literature
Languages : en
Pages : 296
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Chiefly on Urdu poetry.
Author: Megan Henry
Publisher: ReadHowYouWant.com
ISBN: 1925183335
Category : Biography & Autobiography
Languages : en
Pages : 366
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Captivating and inspiring, Always On My Mind is an unforgettable account of one woman's search for peace during her darkest hours. Set in outback Western Australia, Megan Henry is thrust in to the Indigenous and Maori cultures that surround her, intertwined with the complex history of Australia's shearing industry. Blinded by naïve youth, Megan fails to see that some loves must come at an unimaginable cost. Her delicate heart, her independence and her sanity were all called in to question as her relationship and her life manifest into unhealable pain. In her spiralling demise; anorexia, addiction and suicide became her saviour.
Author: Shirley Thomas
Publisher: Covenant Books, Inc.
ISBN:
Category : Family & Relationships
Languages : en
Pages : 99
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No parent is ever prepared to hear the devastating words that your child has died. Regardless of their age, the cause, or the circumstances, the heart of a mother is not equipped to handle those forever life-altering statements, nor the events that follow. Kisses from Momma is a collection of letters to a mother's son, who died unexpectedly at the age of twenty-six. It is the heartfelt thoughts that pounded in her mind and heart day and night as she pondered how to do life in such an unknown world that she suddenly became a part of, with no warning. Sharing her thoughts in letters to her son seemed to bring some balance back into her life. Now she wants to share them with others who continue to struggle with the day-to-day issues of dealing with not having their child/children present in their lives. Every parent who has survived and overcome the death of a child is a lifetime member of a club they never asked to be a part of. There is no rewind, no refusal, and no alterations to the inclusion of the club. As a born-again believer, this author chose to trust her Lord and Savior to help her not only survive the death of her beloved Toby but to be an overcomer of it. Her hope is that each reader, whether a mother, daddy, sibling, grandparent, friend, or any other survivor, each one will discover there is indeed a way to overcome the physical loss of a child. His name is Jesus Christ.
Author: David Anthony Daniels
Publisher: AuthorHouse
ISBN: 1449041108
Category : Poetry
Languages : en
Pages : 259
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Thirteen years ago, I led a very dark and disturbing life, and I was suffering severely with mental illness and drug addiction. During this dark period of my life, I isolated myself from my family, friends and the world in my little den on Long Island. While I was in my “Den of Darkness” I did something else besides drugs and drinking, I sat at my desk and wrote poetry. Hundreds and hundreds of poems that stored in my desk top computer. These poems were not written in a proper state of mind. Unfortunately, because of the mind set I was in at that time, my poetry is very dark and disturbing, but when I think about it -- isn’t Batman dark and disturbing? These poems describe the way I felt when I lived in my “Den Where I Cried.”
Author: Sin Raws
Publisher: Xlibris Corporation
ISBN: 1462840957
Category : Poetry
Languages : en
Pages : 141
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When life gets rough, it either makes you or breaks you. In the solitude of prison, so far away from the natural elements, you discover much about yourself and others, behind and beyond these iron bars and concrete walls. Observation, Perseverance, Patience and Implementation becomes your dearest companions and assist enhancing your knowledge and answers all questions concerning your inner and outer surroundingsincluding yourself! Growing within by accepting the facts of reality, seeing and understanding that the meanings of words no longer has one or two meanings. The meaning of a word is how you define and describe it to your life. Overcoming all impossibilities only to be hindered by invisible stagnation with the only avenue to keep from going insane is to calmly exercise the mental by placing your thoughts and feelings somewhere you can set yourself free. Ive chosen my somewhere on paper and call itSilent Expressions. Silent Expressions is whats on my mind, which became my life in this world of mine. Its a deep thoughtful masterpiece and insight of my maturity, streetness, urbaness, and reality acceptance of this cold, cruel and sometimes sweet world, as my emotions and thoughts overflow and spill out in abundance, poetically. Loyalty, betrayal, hate, love, family, friends and hidden agendasthe true feelings of others that they seek to hide behind kind words and smiles but ultimately manifest through their actions, attempting to camouflage and perplex the molestation of facts and common sense that most hurry to deny through word semantics. Many people may want to shout their opinions, yell out their facts or express it the best way they can . . . Ive chosen to silently express mines through this collection of what I label urban poetry. So I invite you all into my mind, life and world silently through . . . SILENT EXPRESSIONS. -- Author Sin Raws
